On Friday, two police officers were shot while they were on duty and one lost his life. I am thinking of his family and deeply sorry about their loss. I believe his families and friends are very proud of him and I believe he wanted to experience more things in his life.

The tragedy happened in the area where we used to live in for over 6 years until July 2019, just less than a year ago and where a lot of our friends live.

What if...

... one of our friends were right there?

... it was my son?

... I left home as usual without knowing that was the last day of my life?

... my partner left home as usual and never come back?

I would probably regret a lot of things.

When I thought those things, I was scared, but at the same time, I was truely grateful for what I have right now.

I have never asked for a car or an own house, but the truth is, I have a car to drive and a house to keep me and my family warm. Sometimes (actually quite often) I get overwhelmed because I am alive. Unexpected events happen around me because my people are alive too.

And this morning, I woke up, my son, my partner, and our dog are still here, and we have a roof over our heads, cosy blankets to keep us warm and food to eat. Now, I'm having a warm coffee here at our dining table quietly. I feel blessed.

How about you? What are you grateful for today?